26 April 09 marked the most unlucky day for me.

It makes me understand 乐极生悲 throughly.

It also makes me realised I can be such a 伟大的妈妈.

High price to pay but better than if I have not think of the consequences.

She's more important than my own life.

I did the right reflects.

It's a blessing in disguise.

The weather is killing everyone. Why is it always so hot in April ? I pity those "serving" their confinement in April. 

As usual, stayed at home these 2 days and nua. Charlotte vomitted 5 times last night and we brought her to doc this morning and the fee costed us $30. Now she's better already.

Yesterday a Singtel guy came and installed Mio tv in our house and my kids can watch baby channels non stop without disturbing us.

Got my high score in Facebook bowling yesterday. Hoping to get a 300pts today (dreaming)

I think Charlotte have to postpone her surgery on Thursday again cos her coughing haven't subside. This time duno will be postpone til when.

Boring....

Sometimes I really wish we got car. Especially weekends when everyone is planning to go out with family and have fun.

But come to think of this liability, I take a step back cos I got 2 kids to feed and economy is bad now.

Instead of being a slave to a car, I would rather spend on my kids. Another 4 months Charlotte will be 3 years old and I am thinking of letting her learn something like piano or others.

Charlotte recently talk a lot and always teaching her little sister what to do and what not to do wheres the little sister is always trying to bully Charlotte and making her cry. But sometimes they can be super loving like sit together and "chat" in their baby language or kiss each other like newly wed couple.

Charlotte sometimes will suddenly come to me and say " 妈妈我爱你 " then kiss my lips and the cutest moment is when she tell me "我好累， 你不好累" whenever I tell her "Charlotte, 妈妈好累"

Dar bought a IPhone for me and a laptop for himself. I prefer Omnia to IPhone.

Yesterday went Vivo and Bugis with Dar and my babies, he asked me to go shop for my clothings while he bring the kids around to hunt for laptop. Only managed to buy one top at Bugis cos scared he cannot handle the kids.

Ursula jio-ed me to swimming yesterday but I told her Charlotte got running nose so cannot go. Have to wait after Charlotte's hand recovered after her surgery on 23 Apr then can go.

My kids are now engross in playing playdoh i bought for them yesterday. But have to watch out when they play cos scare Elia eat the playdoh.