Who else in the world will blog in the middle of the night? Now it's 6am and I am blogging. As usual it's Elia woking me up. She got the contegious coughing virus from us so I fed her medicine and changed her clothing cos she vomit out some after feeding.

Parents headed for Genting last night and I am left alone for 2 days with my 2 cranky sick kids plus I am still in the recovering stage, I wonder can I handle....

Why is it everytime I need help, Dar cannot take leave. Dar's subordinate took mc today so he can't take leave to help me. So pek chek...

Before going Genting, mum came to see her granddotters last night and she commented something that never came across my mind. She said 你好像越来越瘦和憔悴，你只照顾好你的两个宝贝没有照顾你自己。

I dun eat as regularly compared to last time when I am working. As a full time mummy, u can only cook/feed yourself when ur kids are sleeping/not crying. So everyday after finishes my daily chores in the morning, I can only take my lunch around 2plus. Morning I only have time to eat bread and coffee ( here I am talking about 8am ), then dinner is around 7plus. Somemore I have small appetite recently.

Must learn to organise my time better from today onwards. If not I think by the time Ursula come back, she will see a skeleton Joel. hahaha